I've been... unactive... Well, actually not.

I've read you're comments, but just a moment ago I grabbed myself from the ass and put myself to answer them.
Well, my life's been shitty these past few weeks ( expect for the weekend I was in Turku with a two of my friends, me and Meri dressep up as lolitas on saturday, was fun. )

I haven't been quite conscious, or something. I don't know where I am from time to time.
And my ex decided that I'm a person, not wortha have in your life and said that I'm unneeded and I've sinked down to the very bottom.

( because I smoke...?! I say: Define 'bottom' )

And I can't go upstairs, since my stepdad started yelling at me the minute I got home. Saying that I have to clean up my room and that I don't have the right to be on the computer after mom gave me the permission to use the computer. And said that I have to fill some papers and that I'm a lousy person etc.

Also I've been very oppressed lately. I feel like I'm trapped.

Also all the people I know have started to treat me like the biggest asshole on the planet....?

Wonder why that is.

Also just know my stepdad came downstairs and just stared at me angrily.
Well, I should propably go.